I feel happy and optimistic at the moment. It’s unusual since I put it down to that weird moment of realisation that I recently had. What I would normally consider a negative thing to happen was actually positive. It’s like a new perspective.
Imagine seeing something that annoys you and you cannot work out why it is. Then suddenly, you work it out. You dissect it down to it’s basic components and it looses all power that it had over you. Kind of like when you’re a kid in bed in the dark and all the shadows and noises plays tricks with you, scaring you until you flick the light on and see that it’s a dressing gown on the back of the door and it’s just the neighbours TV you can quietly hear.