Yesterday and today I have been trying to get to the root of the way I act. Why do I feel the need to make jokes to entertain people but then feel overwhelmed and need to be away from human contact? I think I’ve made some way in the thinking but I don’t think I’ll ever get to the bottom of it.
I’ve think I’ve cracked why I have an urge to share my thoughts online through this blog and social media.
It’s both the same thing. Two sides of a coin.
I want to make people laugh and smile by being goofy but then I also want people to see I have a serious side.
I dunno. It makes sense. I’ll write more when I’m not on my phone.