I’ve had time to reevaluate my life. I don’t think it’s possible to ever stop but I’ve had a significant chunk of time to take stock and work out what the Hell is going on. I’ve been able to reconnect with a certain part of my life that I haven’t been able to connect with for a while. It’s my “spiritual side”.
I class myself as a Buddhist because it’s the only belief system that I agree with. I’ve practiced varying degrees of Buddhism for a number of years but I have wandered too far from the path over the last year. I feel that it’ time for me to reconnect. It’s helped me before, hopefully it’ll help me again.
I felt like I used to understand so much more than I used to. I used to consider myself happy. Times changed and I’ve had to go through probably the worst period of my life and it’s only now getting back on track… Kinda…
I need to go back in time and talk to the wise version of myself from a few years ago. He had a better insight. How did I lose it?